Screams, blood, tears, cries, smiles, sweat, relief... you were born.
Cries, breast milk, vomit, shit, piss, nappies, first word, first step... your first year.
Knee graze, elbow graze, tears, toys, bicycle, school, hate, feelings, awareness, fight, argue, heroes, friends, best friend, fear, religion... you almost 13.
Crush, smitten, lust, pocket money, games, sport, first kiss, virginity, experiment, alcohol, tears, heart break, laughter, memories, social media, cell phone, life, music, high school, university, parties... your teens are almost over.
Studies, work, death, laughter, addictions, habits, own car, own house, love, family, babies, tears, death, laughter, weddings, depression, joy, death, laughter, questions, get together, loneliness, materialism, fights, arguments, frustration, money, banks, technology, holidays, memories, news, cell phone, life... you reach 40 wondering where time has gone.
Existence, joy, grandchildren, work, pension, retirement, sabbatical, midlife crisis, experiment, bucket list, fear, money, banks, hospitals, scare, fear, family, friends, death, death, laughter, weddings, babies, strolls, wheelchairs, walking sticks, denchers, naps, death, death, death, loneliness, old age homes, dementia, disease, cancer, heart failure, stroke... if you're unlucky you're a day away from 80.
Death.
Our existence is nothing more than a few words, we want meaning through different things - some through experience, others through material things, others through family... but we all come to the same existence... a few words on a page that can define our entire existence.
You want to be unique, be the one in a billion, you're not... as much as you try, we all the same, we all die, we all add no value to the earths existence. All our heroes from Nelson to JFK added no value to the Earths existence - whether they were here or not, the earth still went from day to night revolving around the Sun. You think they changed the way people did things and saw things... nope, there's still Racism with all races across the globe, there's still death, guns, war, greed, corruption and that will never change. Its the Human Existence, as civil as we try convince ourselves - we're animals. its seen in our behavior, our real anger, our sexuality "We made love" no you didn't... you got horny and fucked each other - human nature. We here to procreate!
Fuck knows what life is meant to be... but our existence is nothing more than memories that will be forgotten. We live to work, to survive... our existence revolves around money. No? Imagine life without money... no home, no food, no car, no cell phone, no medical help, nothing can survive without money - the God we all worship is Money. You exist because of money... greed... no? Pull out your wallet and any note in that wallet... look at it - that note has, or will pass through a criminals hand. The money you used to feed your family - has or will become drug money.
The powerful man, is the one of ignorance. The one that sees nothing but the simplicity of ordinary life... born, teen, family, children, grandchildren... death.
Religion... Billions of people on earth, all whom have to worship a God that is insecure... He has to be acknowledged so he doesn't punish you... You sin if you worry or sad... yet life will ultimately bring you down at some point. If you horny you sin... so why the fuck do we have those feelings... James 1:13 "When tempted, no one should say "God is tempting me." for God cannot be tempted by evil nor does he tempt anyone. If this is the case... he created us... why give us hormones?
Isaiah 48:10 "Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction" God makes us suffer? So we know he exists? Is he sick in the head? He is God right? So if he wants us to believe then why not just show himself, so we can all believe - if he sees all these religions killing each other because of their different beliefs; why not unify us all by revealing himself... he could stop a lot of pain for innocent people.
Existence of the fragile. Just a nobody with random nobody opinions.
