Thursday, October 7, 2010

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Colour.     s

Hiding again in the smallest of cracks we tend to fall on the safest route. In the colours we hide - Grey we cry - Black we die - White we say goodbye, we associate feelings, words, and even places with colour. What's my colour again?

Emotion.     s

Express, release... quake - alacrity for emotions to release to realise to feel. Where the center of flesh and bone meet, emotion pumping through veins like the bass of your favorite song! WORDS to break or make the heart. Emotional TURMOIL.

Object.     s

Strange unkind, stones, twigs, signs, the smallest of things, something with meaning. Sentimental value... A lie. A smile. From the other side of the world or out the back of your garden. All the same no matter how big or small.

Space.     s

Nothing? Emptiness. We can not touch. Black - Beautiful, on our backs searching skies for other lights... maybe other life? All unknown - to some. Space - air? Space - life? living or dead? A question? An answer? The meaning to life... if any at all? HELLO HELLo HELlo HEllo Hello hello...

Direction.      s

None. A way. A route for a place, a person... a treasure. The big sign with some place's name. The map with endless possibilities. The map with the X. The map that's lost. The map that was hidden to protect. The arrow pointing at you, the place you want to go. Direction. You are Here >>> .  not the BIG dot the smaller one next to the BIG dot.

Word.      s

Computer programme? ThE WoRDs YOu ArE rEaDiNG RIGhT nOw? The sounds that forms when the mouth moves in those funny shapes and the tongue says things it was not suppose to, or the sounds that you never meant in the heat of a fight? Letters seen on paper, books, news papers, a BLoG? The sounds you hear over the phone. WoRds. Are. You. Hey! That. Men. Women. Celebrity. Fame. Rich. Selfish. Guns. War. Famine. Dying... nobody cares............. END.

Money.       s

Green wood, thin, smells like the touch of a thousand or more dirty hands... Control, buys love even BIG houses or BIGger breasts.
"Nice car you have"
"Thank you"
 (I wish I had that type of money)
(What was he wearing?)
Bliss, emptiness, drugs or more stuff - useless stuff. Money, money, moooney!

Action.     s

Arnold Schwarzenegger. The silver screen flashing guns and stunts impossible for any human to survive. Showing feeling. Pulling a man from a burning car or helping the old lady cross the road. BANG. Swerving after waking up from a quick nap while driving... A choice. Action, Action we want...

Move.    s

Look up Action. Move from house to another country... Pick up a box and place it on the table. Checkmate.

Time.     s

Hour. Minute. Second. The clock on the wall, or the watch on your left wrist. The never ending Tick, the wrinkles on your face. Your age. 1820... 1918... 1939... 6 June... 1976... 1990... 1994... 1995... 1996... 11 September... 2003... 11 June... 2010... Now. TiCk ToCk, tIcK tOcK, time never dies, waits for no one. Time...... alarm.

Friend.    s

Trust, the guy/girl that has your back (knife included) That group. The "Click"
The "Gang"
The best friend from pre-primary, the person who held your head up while you were showing your artistic side in the toilet. The person you tell everything. The people you always party with. The people who will be at your bed side if you sick. Your dog, your cat. Your boyfriend/girlfriend. The people who always smile when you around... Friends, Friend... FrIenD.   S

Fun.    s

Jumping off a wall (drunk and naked) into plants without knowing the plants are thorned for your enjoyment. Dancing. Playing games. Calling people names? Drinking (which leads to being naked). Driving fast. Throwing eggs at people. Listening to Julius Malema. FuN getting sun burnt. FuN.   s still to be discovered... That string you find. Cell PhonE. People.
 Imagination.

Question.    s

What? What question? Who asked that? That thing at the end of a sentence that looks like this >>> ? What is the meaning of life? The voice inside your head, that feeling you get. "Mommy... where do babies come from?"
That sentence you never quite know how to answer.

Number.   s

The one you want so bad. Age. The house you live in; unit 43. The distance between you and freedom. The dreaded report card. Maths... Code... the digits that are now floating in your head. Year, Years. Date. Computer. Number. Number.   s
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Letter.    s

A B C. Envelope. Words to another, love or hate. Paper stained blue or black with ink. T H E  <<< What you see to form words with emotion or action, to create a picture or a message. LettEr closed, sealed. CLASSIFIED.

Love.   s

An emotion (Look up emotion). Family. Friends. That special someone. A word used too much. Butterflies in the inner lining of your stomach. Constant thought. Heart. Red. The emotion that makes you jitterier where you say and do silly things. Love.
Love.   s  constant if true.

End.    s

A word. Stop. Don't carry on. Black. Nothing but a fullstop. A wave. The goodbye. The break up. Pain leading to the... stop. Stop. StOp.
END.